hmm.

everything is just so confusing. i don't know what to do. what are you trying to do to me? teear me down? because it's working. don't think i don't notice cuhs i do. whatevs. i'm not gonna let that bring me down. i pretend i don't know cuhs the truth hurts but you shove it in my face one time after another.

so, today. i took the midterm thingy for adv algebra, i think i did okay. i hope it doesn't lower my grade. i went from a F to a B-. pretty impressive huh? school was okay. haha. yoooo amy, we found a little hiding space or whatever and we're hanging there from now on. (: "but it doesn't mean anything now that you're gone" i love that song. doesn't mean anything by alicia keys. ooh, haha. happy birthday anita and sarah(: love you guys.

P.S please don't play with my heart anymore.

i'm throught with it.
p.s i also had an actual heartache today.
the worst way to miss someone is when they're right beside you and yet you know you can't have them.
&yeeee, i'm getting a B- in adv algebra. it's pretty good.
& i'm sorry if my eyes don't sparkle anymore.
music gives my heart therapy.
& i'm lying to myself, saying it's for the best.

math test.

i don't know what to write for titles. haha. WELL, NO HOMEWOOORK! haha. i've been making bracelets. dang, it's addicting! well, today's kinda goood. EXCEPT I FREAKING FAILED MATH. -.- shooooooooooot. hmm, maybe we got a good grade(: haha.i highly doubt that. no offense groupmates :P well let's not think about it. sooooooo, i'm soo bored right now. i dont know what to write about. well, i looove watcha say! it's soooooooooo good. watch me become obsessed with it! ahha. byebye justin bieber and jonas brothers. i'm in sophOmore year. glad i know how to spell sophomore now! it's not the year for obsessing over celebs. bring on the REAL boys. haha. (:

freak, tomorrow's monday.

soo, today, i went to hobby co's with annie. haha. to get some string for the bracelets(: and then we went to 7eleven. and i decided to get a banana icee. which annie was like, "why do you always get the weird flavors?!" haha. idddk. we came back to my house, and made some bracelets. trust me, they're hard to make! haha.

more emtional blogs please(:

asdfghjkl; i don't know what to do anymore. "/ it just hurts. i'm tired of acting like i'm okay and keeping that smile on my face. what happened to me? i don't think i'm the same anymore. i miss the carefree middle school days, where everyday, i actually had a TRUE smile on my face. now, i'm just faking that smile to everything. people think i'm okay but inside, i'm not. and if i don't show that smile, i know that people are going to wonder why. sometimes, i wonder what my life would be like if i never met you. probably more relaxing. i hate how life goes now. seriously, fml. i just hate it. sometimes i wish that i could just float away from all this. wish to be happy for real once. dang, this sounds like the other blogs i have.

11:11

i wish it was always 11:11 just so i could make a lotta wishes (: today was one of the best days! english was okaay. we didn't do much. just listen to people present. haha. japanese was heella fun. i actually enjoyed it. and it went by hecka fast. modern world, 3 words=chopped off heads(: that was pretty funny. gym, we did pacers. nothing special. adv algebra, DUUUDE, i finally get something! i feel pretty proud of myself :D adv algebra is pretty fuun too. keeps me awake(: then i had luunch with noooelle. then bio, i didnt fall asleep! LOL. probably cuhs it was short day. aka, b schedule! and then went to art bistro with amy and cody. white chocolate mocha <3>

saturdays

i dont have anything to do on saturdays. LOL. but i did go to payless. LOL. yes, payless to get some shoes. they're white. haha. :D and i went to walgreens to get some nail polish. red and pink. RED O_o can't imagine me painting my nails that color. well, i still have bunches and bunches of homework. asdfghjkl. idk how i'm gonna finish all of them. better start. haha. but i don't wanna. :P the chinatown fair, i wanted to go. buut its kinda cold and my mom promised to bring me to macys' to look at some boots (: i've been wanted them for a suuper loong time! haha. yeeeee. i dont wanna write anymore. buut i'll be back ;D

:D

www.givesmehope.com

it's amazing how this website can give me hope.

(:

i'm glad we became closer. it's funn telling you what's on my mind and not having you judge me(: thaanks for that. it means a lot to me. i used to blog about my feelings but now, i've talked to you, it's better telling a person than a website. all the things that i've kept inside, it's all out. haha. i tell you everything that's on my mind. you help me get through the day. you've been a great friend. thanks for listening(: and i hope that i wasn't a bother :D school was okay. haha. bad joke friday tomorrow! gotta think of some(:

haha.

sooo my mom was telling me about buying me new clothes during the break of christmas. haha. so not gonna happen. she told me that last yeear but never did. rofl. notice how i blog a lot? it's cuhs i'm bored at times and sometimes, i just don't wanna do homework. soo i'm getting a B now in modern world -.- and it's cuhs of my test. darn it. wish i studied now. test in adv algebra. i had no idea how to make a histogram of a box plot. totall failed that. uugh. and i got buncha homework for that class too. hopefully, i make it up. (: actually, i need to make it up. rofl. all my personals and feelings are on tumblr. aha. so it's private :D comeon guys, what's your blogger?

ugh.

im hecka pissed. i can't log onto facebook! damn it. and facebook is like my lifeline! uuugh. haha. i depend on online stuff. actually, it's not that i can't log on. it's that i can't even get on to the facebook page -.- ohwells, haha. funny thing is, my internet still lets me blog. and aim. that's good. so today started out bad. my mom and my brother got into a fight. OUTSIDE our house. hella embarrassing. dang, just kill me already. and then we got to school, and during the car ride, my mom AND dad got into a fight. fuck. and i got off. typical school day. OOOOH. so in adv algebra, we had a quiz, i got 20/20. YEEEEES. and that's a suuuper good thing because i'm kinda failing that class. ooh shoot, test tomorrow. i hoope i ace it and maybe i will cuhs i got 19/20 on the other quiz we took and i've been doing my homework and such. haha. :D that class is fuun. or more like funny. lol. yuups. that's it. byebye(:

wow.

haha. today was good. wasn't fuun but good. in english we worked on project. haha. jan has hella good handwriting! oh, which reminds me, i gotta look up the quote for our poster. i'll do that soon. japanese was okay, i was kinda confused but i think i got it. I THINK. LOL. then homeroom, pretty much the same, talked with noelle, anna and tyana. then modern world, wow, that was boring, he always give PPPs. uugh. buut it was kinda interesting. oh, test soon. then gym, we had g4. kinda fun. haha. went to the weight rooom. katie took shawn's backpack. lunch, i hung out with noelle, haha. samesame as usual. then adv algebra. haha. it's heecka funny in that class. :P oooh darn it, quiz tomorrow. hope i don't fail. i'm getting a D -.- and then bio, we had activity, kinda boring buut fun. haha. yuuuup. that's my day.

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LOL. since my tumblr is private, i'ma use blogger so other people can read about my day(: annie, this is just for yoou. today, it's boring. i'm not doing anything. byebye(:

well nevermind the byebye part. i'ma write more. sooo, i wanted these boots from baker buut they were soooo expensive. dang. ugh, so i went and looked at the payless website and aha, their boots are cheeaper. and since there's a payless near my house, i think i might go later, buut i don't have money so nevermind. hate being broke. last year, i wasn't. and during the summer, where the heck did all my money go?! haha. maybe it's cuhs of the movies, shopping, eating and going places. wooow. darn it. whatevers. byebye noow.